Lap-Band

I'm having trouble sleeping tonight... Tomorrow is my appointment with Dr. Feiz for my Lap-Band consultation. I'm scared and excited. These past few days have been a reality check about my weight. Went to the movies and had a hard time fitting in between the arm rests, my knees ache even when laying down and every single piece of clothing fits snug. The snug part I've gotten used to but, my knees can't hold my weight any longer. I'm afraid I will ruin them for good. I was cleaning out a drawer a few days ago and I pulled out a bunch of clothes from 10-12 years ago... Thank god I did not toss them yet, I'm keeping a pair of work out pants as my motivation for the new me. First step!